Atamaji
悩

悩

On reading: NOU
Kun reading: naya(mu)

The character for being stuck on something. The most common result on this site.

When “悩” fills a head

Why it is in the set

It comes out on top more often than any other character, which was not planned but is not surprising. It carries a middling weight in the draw and it fits almost every combination of answers to the five questions, so it wins a lot of close contests. The site's own statistics page shows it near the top most weeks.

What a head full of it looks like

The decision you have made and unmade three times. The message you have drafted twice. Lying down and immediately thinking of it. A head led by 悩 is not distressed; it is looping.

Words that use it

悩む (nayamu, to be troubled by), 悩み (nayami, a worry or a problem), 苦悩 (kunou, anguish), 悩ましい (nayamashii, troubling, and also alluring — the two senses sit oddly together and Japanese keeps both).

Kanji it turns up with

迷 (indecision) is its closest relative and they often finish first and second, which the generator treats as a single state rather than two. 悩 with 締 (deadlines) behind it is work; with 恋 behind it, it is not.

Where “悩” comes from

The heart radical 忄 on the left, and on the right a form related to 脳, the brain. A heart and a head, in one character.

That is a good description of what the word means. 悩む is not fear and not sadness; it is the state of a problem going round without resolving.

悩み (nayami) as a noun is what you would call, in English, a thing you are dealing with. It is the ordinary word for it, not a clinical one.

A line you might get for “悩”

“Turning it over again. It has not changed shape.”

Count the “悩” in your own head

Others in “Feelings”

“悩” is filed under “Feelings”. These are the rest of that group.

The 36 kanji

This is entirely a joke and has nothing to do with any real person.